Aswad
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ORIGINAL: slavegirljoy i rarely ever speak to my Master using any reference to myself. It wasn't anything that He required or that i had to learn. It was just my natural way of speaking to Him, that was totally different from the way that i speak to everyone else, although it is very much the way that i used to speak to customers when i was waitressing. That's pretty much exactly what I had in mind, save perhaps for the exceptions. Thank you for sharing your expeciences. This also quite well illustrates what I meant by changing the actual pattern; i.e. the communication centers on the external world, not the slave, who is generally absent from the conversation as a topic. I would presume that gives a noticeable ego-reducing effect over time; of course, it also has a certain element of objectification to it, at least to my mind. As for the exceptions, the first one could be paraphrased as "Is there anything you require/want?" or somesuch. The latter ones are, of course, harder to do without impacting communication, but could be done, if one was so inclined. But such is, of course, between you and your Master. quote:
Actually, i like the feeling so much, that sometimes i wish i could stay in it always, but that notion also scares me a little. But, then again, my Master tells me that i like being scared. He would know. It's probably doable, per se, but I'd consider talking it over with a KAP to get a rundown on the implications. And, of course, it depends on whether your Master approves; it may well have too much of the intended effect over time for his tastes. I don't know him, so I couldn't comment. quote:
For me, "subspace" is very much an Altered State of Consciousness and my Master can put me in it very quickly. When i am in that state, i do find myself automatically using 3rd speak, such as, "Master, Your slave thanks You" and "Master, Your slave is feeling very dizzy (or tingly or ......). Spending extended periods of time in an altered state of consciousness can be exhilarating, and may apparently be a good thing (certain oriental monks spend the bulk of their lives in altered states). As for the way of speaking, one can, if so desired, alter the patterns there further, but I'm guessing that would be a PM topic. Either way, very interesting. quote:
He does seem to enjoy it when i do speak in 3rd person to Him because [...] He realizes that when i do this He has accomplished putting me into that subspace state of mind and He likes that. Feedback is always nice, whether verbal, non-verbal or (in this case) meta-verbal. Thank you again for sharing.
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"If God saw what any of us did that night, he didn't seem to mind. From then on I knew: God doesn't make the world this way. We do." -- Rorschack, Watchmen.
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