subiugo -> RE: Do you ever feel like you are not living up to what your Dom expects? (7/8/2007 12:07:47 AM)
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The bad news is that it will takes you a lifetime to be a good slave. Being a slave is maybe a kind of 'general decision' you make, but in every single act, you must make the choice again. This means, when you wake up at morning, still wanting 5 minutes in the warm bed and just before you go to bed at night... The good news is that it will take you a lifetime to be a good slave. If you discover that submission is really the core dimension of your personality, you will discover time and again new 'layers of submission'. (Or like in games that have different 'levels'... different 'levels of submission') And entering a new level is always difficult. But challenging. Being a slave is not something 'easily done'. It is a growth path, that you must learn to enjoy. i wish you can grow as a submissive, as i wish your master can grow as a master who really appreciates the efforts of his slave.
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