kyraofMists
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I used to feel like this a lot, especially in the beginning. I didn't think I could do things right, didn't think right, didn't act right, wasn't a good match, etc..... Then I realized that they were all my own expectations and they had little to do with his expectations. He has extremely high expectations, but mine were even higher still and unattainable. I started focusing on what he expected of me and not what I expected of me and life got a lot simpler and more peaceful. Are you sure it is what he expects of you or what you expect of you? Knight's Kyra
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"Passion... it lies in all of us. Sleeping, waiting, and though unbidden, it will stir, open its jaws, and howl. It speaks to us, guides us... passion rules us all. And we obey..." ~Angelus
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