LaraVictore
Posts: 41
Joined: 7/23/2006 From: http://www.laravictore.com Status: offline
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If you have been strong enough to talk about your horrible experience, you are able to get your life out of his hands. Because, you have given him all that power to destroy your life and CHILDREN??? When I personally was sick and stuck at a slave"s house in The Netherlands, I blamed all the mistresses (the fake, the frauding transexual etc), who had time to give him free online sessions on collar and elsewhere! But when I left him, started to receive very positive things from life AGAIN, I blamed myself from not running away home to Paris earlier...Bizarre that this occurs in a Mistress life, isn"t it. I repeat I was 3 months sick, not even medicated and drove away in that state going straight to the places I knew undonditional love when I was growing up. Right there I realised that he had not deteriotated one inch of what is truly ihside me, he was not even close! Most importantly this fantastic girl Me, I knew was still nicely alive and well. Still, nothing in life prepares you for a long kiss of betrayal in the BDSM. Indeed it hurts much more than in the vanilla, as funny as it might sound. But I believe that all human have been build with the survival potential that they need. I would like to help YOU as many of us do, but tell us how even in private mailboxes. Find out what makes you believe that you are stuck, other than a release that you don't need at all. I suspect also that you are under accute stress and cannot think clearly anymore. Is there something that someone can do for you in this forum to help? A thing as simple as buying a car, moving my stuffs and driving far from him could be the answer to prayers, to someone...who doesn"t believe in anything anymore! He will get new aliasses, stupid fembots who live him him deep in depths probably and come back to try and seduce you when he will have nothing better to do, (My ex is back on collarme with a new alias, 2 lines and no photo, using the word real, while he respects only the cyber world) but at least you will have a chance to rebuild a new life for you and your loved ones. What flame777 is going through is pure hell, let us please help her when she needs it, as we know that this can happen to any of us. Thank you.
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Nothing is sexier than a praying man: "I revealed Your character & Your very Self, & I will continue to make [You] known, that the love which You have bestowed upon Me may be in them & that I may be in them. By Master King J.C. John17,26
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