tazzygirl
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hi everyone there are many ways to train such responses. mine took place over the phone. yeah, he adored phone sex. and he used that to control. we didnt even realize it was happening because we had been arguing at the time, over a period of weeks. he would demand that i masturbate to keep my mouth shut... lol... often worked.. sometimes not. when it did,t he would hang up and leave me on the edge, and too pissed off to cum on my own. then a few weeks later, after almost every call ending the same way, he called, simply said a word, and i went into a frenzy... was the only way to describe it. i didnt even know i was growling at the time. threw him for a loop as well, and for a long time, he doubted my ability to actually cum by his command, until we met. on the walk from the airport to the car, we spoke about the flight. he pushed me against his car, bit my shoulder, and commanded...that was all it took to convince him... well.. that and the wet jeans :) and, yes, it ended, the relationship, on a sour note. no, i still cant cum on my own. yes, others can produce that orgasm. yes, i have to trust them a whole lot. no, its not a single word or even a phrase. its more the tone of voice and knowing the desire behind it. i suppose like the countdown some spoke of, without the numbers. and why would you wish to untrain someone from something so wonderfully wicked to experience? at times i do get frustrated. just makes the desire to be owned so much more edgy.
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Telling me to take Midol wont help your butthurt. RIP, my demon-child 5-16-11 Duchess of Dissent 1 Dont judge me because I sin differently than you. If you want it sugar coated, dont ask me what i think! It would violate TOS.
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