shai^tana -> RE: why all the tears? (2/19/2004 6:01:09 AM)
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*please understand the use of Master/slave as a term of reference* This girl believes there are a number of things at play.... 1. depends to some degree on how sensitive or emotional the personality of the slave naturally is and how close to the surface emotions of any kind are at any given time. The enotional level of a person does not stop because they are slave, unless they are trained in that way. 2. there are few relationships more intense and deep than that of a Master and slave and the depth of it would be expected to tap into deep emotional feelings. One cannot give themselves to another without it. 3. many believe a Master has the right to ALL that a slave is, and a slave has no right to withhold anything. Therefore, tears (as well as other emotions) are His to call forth, at any time and for any reason. They are in many circumstances something that bind the slave and Master even closer together. 4. there are times that a Master releases in the slave things long hidden, denied or otherwise not even acknowledged. This is cathartic and very deep (many times not volitional) and allow the slave to bring a base honesty to her responses, which bypass intellectual thought or reasoning. The slave simply responds. The profound feeling of being less than the girl should be, having disappointed the Master, having faltered or failed, is an all encompassing and engulfing emotion. Is it sadness, humiliation, guilt, self anger, a need to atone, to have Master see how deeply the girl regrets what has happened? It is all of that and more. This girl believes that the tears belong to the Master, and as such the girl has no right to put them in check, to deny them, or to hide them from the Master. If they are not something the Master wishes to be in evidence, He will train the slave to release those emotions in another fashion. Instead, the tears should make the slave proud. If for no other reason that once again, they show her acceptance and the honesty of her powerlessness. shai^tana
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