Daddysredhead
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Joined: 11/6/2005 From: Northern (yet still part of the South) Virginia Status: offline
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I love so many things this evening. I love that I had the most incredible meeting with Thing 1's counseling team this afternoon. We went over the Life Script exercises and I told them of the revelation I had with the toxic happenings of the past and where the bad voices come from. Thanks to my dad, I found the missing piece to why my sister, who has loved me and helped me out throughout the years, has also been so dreadful to me at times. If it weren't for him, I would always be wondering. I thank God for the point of clarity that gave me the "A-ha" moment, that has given me a safe place to understand things better. I love that I got 8 million loads of laundry done today. I love that I have clean, fresh-smelling sheets and blankets on my bed. I love that DaddyBoo came over and helped make dinner for my family tonight before He went home. I love that He said He's planning on coming to see me tomorrow night after He gets off work, so I'll get to make Him dinner. I love that He has been very attentive to me lately, and that makes me feel very loved. I love that my dad got his medical appointments taken care of today and he is doing well. I love that I spent 2 hours this afternoon, watching a movie with Thing 2. I love that Thing 1 came inside exactly when I told him to, without being prompted. I love that DaddyBoo said the thought of being married to me makes Him happy. (please God, one day soon) I love that my neighbor praised Thing 2, and said she was the most loving, kind-hearted kid she knew. I love that Thing 1 vacuumed his room without being asked. eta: I love that, even though she has hurt me at times and may not even know it, I love my sister with all of my heart, and I know that she is also wounded from her past, before I was even born.
< Message edited by Daddysredhead -- 10/7/2008 6:53:20 PM >
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