Love2bTeazed
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Joined: 10/19/2009 Status: offline
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I adore cuckolding. My marriage has recently ended. Unfortunately, it has left me quite empty. Before we were even engaged, we had already evolved into a cuckolding relationship as I caught her cheating. At first she explicitly denied the occurrence. However, as we talked, she fully admitted that at the time it took place she couldn't help herself and at the precise moment she decided to have sex with this guy, my feelings really didn't enter her mind. She said she reasoned later that she had hoped it would not mean that we would no longer see one another. And that's how it started. However, my first cuckolding experience took place in college, though I had not a single clue that there was a label for the situation. As most college goers do, I met a woman at college bar. It would seem she was eager for a tryst with me after only meeting that night. We went back to my place which I shared with two other college guys. It was a 3 bedroom 3 bath home. After our initial sexual adventure, we both fell asleep or so I thought. I awoke later to fine myself alone in bed. I simply figured that she had gathered her things and decided to leave. I left my room and went to the closest bathroom. On the way I walked passed a roommate's bedroom. What I heard was the unmistakable sounds of this lady and my roommate having their adult fun. Being a college kid it really didn't bother me as I had no emotional attachment. When I awoke in the morning she had returned to my bed and we had our fun again before she left. Over the course of nearly a year, she and I stayed in contact. She would come over and we would do our thing.. in the beginning. Always after she would slip from my bed and head to the other bedroom. It was never discussed by myself and her or my roommate. However as things progressed, she would come over and lie with me. She would tease me mercilessly. Without a word she would smile, and boldly get out of my bed and leave the room. I usually found I could not sleep from being so aroused. Soon, she would return freshly having had sex with my roommate. Most of the time she would be naked. She would usually take my hardness between her thighs but never into her after this began. She would tease me some more or maybe provide release with her hand. Most of the time she would "promise that I would have my turn next time". Next time rarely ever came!!! What makes this so weird as I look back upon it is the fact that I was always her point of contact for making arrangements to come for a visit. We chatted often, usually several times a week. Our conversations during the week were not sexually oriented but more along the lines of a friendship involving every day type conversation. When she would arrive over, she always took my by the hand to the bedroom and had her fun teasing me. I suppose this might be where my addiction for teasing and denial arrived. Well.. that's how I got started. I crave a cuckolding relationship. I miss it dearly. I will definitely marry a cuckoldress if I marry again.
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