hisdarlinsweetie -> RE: gangbangs (6/22/2008 1:59:15 PM)
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Thanks for all the responses. Celtic Prince, I am wondering about your comment. As I said in my original post, it was not something I asked for or initiated, but am (at least on the fantasy level) interested in. My Sir knows this. He is not making me do it, as much as he has assumed I will. I belong to him and do the things he asks of me. I think my fear is what you (Celtic Prince) is referring to...that it may change our relationship for the worse. I have talked to my Sir about this and he assures me that this experience will only make him love me more and be more proud to have me as his. To Ellsa, I love serving my Sir, but I've never done something like this. I don't exactly know what to expect (although I have researched it a bit because I am a total nerd and research everything). I don't exactly know how I'll feel about it. I have both the fear of hating it and of liking it. I'm scared that I'll think negatively about myself afterwards. Plus, he's planning on having me do a dp during this, which is also a first for me. (I'm afraid it's going to hurt. I have experience in anal, and enjoy it with my Sir, but anal seems much more intimate and dirty.) I'm not going to back out of this. I am going to be blindfolded. I know he will keep me safe physically and he'll take care of me emotionally.
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