Hiskajirah
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1. Master Aswad's extended absence, if anyone has wondered, there's been more headaches than he's cared to list for now, one of them being that his whole apartment complex may have to come down due to a plumbing issue between the ground floor (where they live) and the first floor. He say's that might give the impression of "current life issues" status. He will try to check his PM's occasionally, but is unlikely to turn up on the board itself for awhile. The PM reply rate may be erratic for anything that can wait. Phone remains the best bet as able.
2. On Tuesday I competed another series of 3 Lumbar Sympathetic Nerve Blocks. They were scheduled each Tuesday, 3 weeks apart. This is my 13 now, which only counts the number of visits, the injections would be atleast triple that since I have 2-4 each time I go to the surgery center which doesn't count the needles used to numb the area. The first two scheduled on January 27th and the second February 3rd gave me considerable relief. I went in with a pain level of 7-8 on the first and came out a 4-2-0-2 On the second I went in with a 4 and came out with a 0-2, not going above 4 all week. That second week I was able to move my toes, stand, attend our sons Dance Jubilee, Our grandson's birthday party, my Master took me out for a drive and dinner, I spent time with the family playing Wii bowling. I cherish that time even still. I was blessed to have it. All that activity was in a 3 day period. I sat with my Master several times, was used and put away well. Made dinners.
This last one something went terribly wrong, I don't think it was the block itself because I went in with painful spasms in by back, atleast that's what I described it to them as.
No pity please, I'm truly not seeking it or anything close, Please disregard any thoughts of it, I only mean to share my life with you and my own week in review. I cannot stand or walk without assistance at this point. I cannot even bring myself to my feet. I cannot lift my right leg as the pain rises so drastically bad it slams it straight into my spine which I can barely move as well. I try not to scream and I hold back the tears the best that I can. They may come, but they are silent. I'm not one to run off to the ER, instead I'm toughing it out until my followup on Tuesday when I'll also have xrays done. I think my lead is pulling away from my spine, or the electrodes are are rejecting. It's also possible that if my lead/wire has moved which we know it has already as Medtronic said it has, it's pulling against the internal battery. I can only presume that part, but I can feel it. I have a feeling the major invasive surgery to my spine that I would have had in the next two months will be much sooner now. Authorization pending. I'm a strong wench. This thing can try to take my spirit, it has at times, but it will never have my soul.
3. I'm being considered as a Group Leader for a reputable support group. Actually hundreds in the same location. Pity parties don't get those jobs, they know me better than that already. An article I wrote recently called Medicinal Cannabis and RSD/CRPS is being considered for publication beyond the self publication which it's already been.
4. My website has taken off like a rollercoaster and I've done good to keep it updated, updated with new content, clinical trials, promoting the top leaders in RSD/CRPS. related topics, advertising and more all on my own despite my hmm afflictions. Am a Webslave as apposed to a Webmaster. I serve to serve and I find peace, tranquility, hope and happiness in still being able to do so, but at somewhat of a different angle. Oh and off subject a bit, I did serve a man who frequents this board a couple of months back by editing a story for him. I appreciated being called on upon him. Chosen. Servitude comes in many forms. One was happy to be of service.
5. Our daughter is now a Suicide girl. (Same one who's in the Army) She'll be featured in magazine layouts, possible billboards and more this upcoming year, possibly the summer time. The possibilities are endless. Some of the layouts will be nude or semi nude.
6. My laptop is part of my life-line to the outside world. My Master makes it so. For that I'm grateful, too.
7. My body might not work, but my mouth isn't broken. Am such a wanton cock sucking, licking, biting, lapping dick teasing cannibalizing slut, ravishing every last bit just to ravish again and then ending in the ultimate--->Gulp! and Thank you Master!
Oh my gosh, what an intense fiery rush!
8. It works for us. ~grins
Best wishes to each of you and may all your ups and downs be in bed.
~twinkle
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"Do not try to force me to be what you want me to be! Accept me for what I want to be,&am!—one who knows she belongs at the feet of men!&desires to be at the feet of men!-their slave!!—their loving slave!” Witness
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