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lisaSea -> You want an apple pie with that? (12/22/2005 5:21:49 PM)
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Greetings Masters, Mistresses and slaves...
A while ago I posted a question under the title, "on the flip side", asking about women who sought out men to serve, rather then go kicking and screaming into the night. It showed me there were others, which is why I asked prior to posting this.
I was asked in a private email if it was the same for me serving Master, or any man that happened to come down the road, if the need to serve over shadowed the need for a strong man, one to "master" me. Did I feel the desire to tend the needs of any man, or just my Master? Did the man need to be of strong character to bring out that need?
It took me a bit to compose this, as I wanted to see the responses to the "flipside" question, then take some time to word it as non offensively as possible.
My own reply is that while I do get enjoyment from seeing Master and his friends happy and well fed, I have no desire to tend to the needs of weak men, or women. (my desires don't mean squat in this, as I have had to prepare meals for Free Women) Simply because I like to iron his clothes, does not mean I wish to work at a laundrymat. There still needs to be the pull of a strong man, the knees getting wobbly, the whole works, in order for me to feel the "burn". As many have written, the craving to be mastered by a strong man is still very much alive, only I think there is less kicking and screaming, lol
Yes, I have been in the company of men who had me stuttering like an idiot and blushing like a virginal schoolgirl. That is the pull of a gorean man. While I may burn to do whatever they wish, (craving to serve), put me in a room with a submissive man and the reaction is like night and day. I have NO desire to so much as look their way, let alone serve them in any capacity. So, yes, the "master" effect, (sounds like a cute name)...is a very large part of the picture.
I was told that it was "easy" for girls who know what they want and don't struggle with it. I don't think easy is the word, different, perhaps. The hurdles are still there, to a degree. To say there were never rough spots, or days when I question why I am stumbling out of bed at 4am to fetch coffee, would be a boldface lie. This is not a cakewalk, sometimes it is downright unpleasant. So no, simply because a woman knows where she wants to be, doesn't mean the rest of her days are all sunshine and lollipops.
I would love to hear from the girls who also had the desire to serve, who perhaps went quietly, however, their mastering is felt no more, or less.
As I read through several of the threads of late, I saw a difference being brought to the surface. The feeling I got, and I could be way off base, was that it was assumed those who had the deep pitted craving to serve, would serve anyone that came along. That somehow, our need to feel mastered was a little less then those who battled with it?
So, I felt the time was right to post my second half of the question.
In light of the date, if I don't get back to read or respond, I wish everyone a wonderful holiday, filled with laughter, family and friends.
Blessed be,
lisa{Sea's}
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