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CynthiaWVirginia -> RE: I Admit It I........ (5/24/2012 1:24:55 AM)
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I admit I have been spewing waaay too many epic posts here this past week. (Finger tips are sore from typing, lol.)
I admit I watched an old episode of Ally McBeal on Netflix where she dumped a bowl of icecream upside down on some guy's head...it also had chocolate sauce or fudge running down the side of his forehead. My first thought was "What a waste of hot fudge" and I have been craving it ever since. We're talking DAYS here, and the chocolate craving still won't leave me in peace. I left a jar of hot fudge sauce at bo's house...and will be driving us there Thursday night. If I bring the can of whipped cream and some marachino cherries, and some rope...
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I admit I went over to Fet earlier tonight and checked out the Pokemon geeks area...and learned something I didn't know. A Wi-Fi giveaway of a rare Pokemon called Darkrai that hadn't even been posted over at Psypoke yet. I picked mine up on one of my games, am getting the second one, and have a third one delivered. I turn my game off even dozens of times without saving, until I get the one with the personality traits that I want and then I save the game. *grins* Funny that instead of looking at an official Pokemon site to find out about a very limited time Wi-Fi giveaway, I'd have to go to a kink site.
I admit that of the four baby "butterfly bushes" I bought last year, only one survived. So much for keeping them in pots. This month I bought two huge butterfly bushes, "Buddleia", and have planted the dark purple one into the ground. I have a medium purple one that I cannot decide where to put just yet. Both are blooming now and I am so happy to see them that I am almost walking on air. I love how this flower smells as well as how it looks, and they used to be all over the place in the last town I lived in. Before the two floods wiped them all out. Now if only I could find and plant lanturnia, another flowering plant that reminds me of happy times in my distant past...oh...and night blooming jasmine that actually has a smell (I bought one plant then ripped it out by the roots a year later when the flowers had no perfume).
I admit I bought more terra cotta tiles for my front yard, to expand the square that my table and chairs sit on. Am adding three rows, two in one direction and one in another, yay! Toward the street I am planting (actually, directing, as bo will do the grunt work of actually DIGGING, lol) three purple butterfly bushes.
I admit that my red cherries are starting to ripen...and that bo pauses in his yard work to occasionally swipe them before the birds can.
I admit that getting rid of stuff from my overcrowded house is very difficult. This month we went through all of our clothes, tossing some and giving the good stuff to the mission or to a nearby nursing home. Next comes my son's toys. The hardest thing is going through my books and getting rid of some...I've only managed two boxes worth. Considering that I probably own thousands, these are but a small drop in the bucket. Also, I have been going through all of my kitchen gadgets and bakeware and dish sets...okay, this actually tops the books in difficulty. Kitchen stuff will have to wait until after this weekend though, when I return from bo and I going to his house for several days. My kitchen "stuff" cabinet is empty, waiting to be refilled and organized; my table is piled high and groaning with all this stuff...with things and parts of sets missing.
I admit that I think my house eats lids to tupperware stuff.
I admit that someone I'm mentoring, bo's sister, is going to have a first meetup with a nearby male sub this weekend. Yay! A different adventure than meeting people at the play party and answering mail here at CM. This is going to get really interesting (winces) when we start throwing play parties once per month at bo's house...cuz his adult daughter has moved back in AND his sister will want to show up. My poor boy will not be able to walk around nekkie, lol. I'll figure something out.
I admit I have been making too big of a deal over two people I know getting married soon, an M/s couple, but...it has been so very long since I went to a wedding...and I will have to miss out on my sister's third wedding as she is much too far away, in Texas, for my son and I to go. I'm probably creeping them out with too many presents, an offer to help sew the wedding dress (she accepted), and an offer to bring my minivan and bo's open bed pickup truck to help with their move.
I admit that whenever anyone I know has a baby, they are flooded with bags of new baby stuff too... Sometimes I satisfy myself with just buying the baby stuff for my Cabbage Patch and other dolls. I wanted several kids and only had one, and my autistic son is unlikely to have kids of his own someday. Distant relatives are far away and the closest I get to holding a baby is when I have a furbaby curled up on my lap. I miss reading stories to my son and other kids until my voice got hoarse, and teaching them all kinds of things. My house is full of scented markers and crayons, glitter, paints, and...everything. I miss homeschooling...hm...maybe in a year or two when my house and yard are in order I will offer to tutor a homeschooled kid or two.
I admit I am dying to sew some kink friendly clothing and wish I could find some corset patterns in my size. The only things I saw were Ren Faire stuff that looked more like a vest than anything with DD supports, lol. Alas, to finish a dress I started, since the faux leather can develop huge runners, I have to wait for payday so I can buy some bias tape for the neckline. I am doing a lock stitch, but don't have a serger and I don't trust it not to grow ladders. As for where the waist joins the skirt, I sewed over it twice with a lock stitch but will likely go over the seam again, using something that doesn't stretch, like ribbon, just to ensure that it doesn't do what I don't want it to. (Izzat clear as mud?) Oh, I also found some undies while shopping at Walmart for more lace panties for bo, to celebrate getting all of his piercings back this coming week...and I found undies I will never wear but...the waist had a thick line of interesting stretch lace that I coveted. They were only $4, and some lace I loved at Joann Fabrics this month costed $16.99 for a yard so I passed it by. For $4, I will be getting about a yard of 3 inch wide black lace...to use as straps or on the neckline of a blouse I am planning. *huge grin...yes, shopping IS a competitive sport*
I admit that my boy and I are doing quite well in spite of all the shiite life throws at us.
I admit...I cannot believe (because his body doesn't deal with heat over 70 degrees, and I cannot do air conditioning...) that I have had to make him spend most of his time in my...basement. Gawd what a colossal joke. All these years of guys writing to me, wanting to be kept in some basement and my saying, "NEVER!"...and yet hear I am, with a slave in the basement. Yes. Naked. LOL.
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