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Lucifyre -> RE: I Admit It I........ (8/26/2012 7:48:57 AM)
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I admit it was a bad day yesterday. I admit I'm not doing much better today. I admit I'm sick of taking these antibiotics because they make me feel constantly like I am going to puke. I admit if I puke it's <really> going to fucking hurt. I admit I am out of anti nausea meds and I am contemplating a visit to the ER for just 2 pills so I can get through till Tuesday. I admit I don't whine enough to my doctor when I'm there to make him really understand how I am feeling. I admit I had an ok night last night because Mr got off His game and came and watched movies with me. I admit I fell asleep during movie #2 but I still knew He was there and it was nice. I admit the doctor gave me the Ok to have sex, but I don't think I'm up for it yet anyway. I have moments where I think, yea I'm ok, but more moments where my stomach is turned and my palms are sweating and I'm having hot flashes and chills and it feels like my tummy is turned to water inside. I admit I can't wait for my doctors appointment on Tuesday. I admit that I'm sorry all my admit posts are always all about me lately, but that I don't want to burdon Mr with my incessant crying about feeling like shit and I need to vent it somewhere. I admit I am ok with everyone just putting me on hold for awhile till I'm back to my normal snarky smart ass self. Lucifyre
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