allyC
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I originally asked this in the ASk a sub or slave section, but I think the answers I am looking for would be more from a Gorean slave rather than a BDSM slave. Please pardon the double post but I am also interested in comparing the feedback between the two forums.
I was reading on some message boards today and one of the topics sparked an interesting thought for me. The topic was directed to slaves.
The question was basically this : At what point did you decide to accept that you are a slave? What lead you to choose to be a slave. I know most slaves will say that I didnt choose slavery it choose me. I acknowledge that is likely true but at some point you had to say... Ok, I know this is who I am and accept that choosing to walk in the knowledge of who and what you are. When or how did you realize/decide to accept that and say, " yes, I am a slave".
For me I am sure it was a series of events and I am not ready to write about my thoughts yet as I am still collecting my thoughts and sorting through them. In the meantime I would be interested to hear from other slaves on this topic. ?
Greetings, Masters and Mistresses.Hello, girls! Thank you, Master Dinnardin, for inviting me to participate in this thread. I offer that for me it was a combination of self examination, primal feelings bubbling to the surface, and most importantly, a man who enslaved me. I don't know if I ever reached a point where I thought to myself "I want to be a slave" or "I am a slave" but it was more a gradual thing that happened organically due to my desire to quell a need within me and the way in which my owner and I came to know each other. If there was a pivotal moment per se, I would say that it was probably the moment that I knelt at his feet and with all of my passion and emotions whirling within me, I begged him to claim me as his own. At that point I knew beyond a doubt that I was irrevocably and unequivocally his and when I felt that collar click, I knew that I was a slave - his slave. Looking back it is interesting to look at the process that brought me to where I am now because 20 years ago, I would never have imagined being here. *grin* I do know somehow that I did choose it, but it wasn't so much a conscious choice as a path that I have been led down slowly and quite deliberately. A path that I still follow (and stumble on) today! Well wishes to everyone, Cav's ally
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RE: Choice, hopefully without stupidity - 
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