gitta
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Smiles, each has their own definition of what a slave is, none is any more correct than another. i was trained at the age of 19, on a slave ranch in California, yet never bragged or even told any of that experience until decades later. Trust me this was not a place where we had any choices, and we quickly learned the meaning of being property. Personally i have always chosen to not use labels until recently, 35 years after my training. Am i a slave, yes i am..do i have value, yes i do...do i know love, yes i do...do i understand what it means to be a slave, yes i do, without a doubt. Served my first Masters will for 26 years until the day he died, learned much and have much yet to learn, never once did i think i was anything more than there to serve Him. Sex is important and there is no greater pleasure than to be free in the arms of a Man that you have given your very life to. My duty in this world to quote a friend " is absolute obedience and exquisite beauty", not vanity, not setting limits...just what i have quoted. While i claim neither Gorean nor Old Guard as my way, i respect both, for each has something of value. To use the words, sub, slave and bottom interchangeably does not work for me, i am not a bottom, i do not play. All slaves submit, however not all submissives are slaves. This is my opinion, and i do not expect anyone else to have the same, because there is no one who has walked in my shoes. One thing that i do know that it takes great strength to walk this path, and if that is prideful (wonders how many actually know the value of slave pride) or boasting, so be it, for it is stated with honor, a smile, grace and dignity.
< Message edited by gitta -- 9/27/2004 3:48:45 PM >
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