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Zenjamin -> Dom with minimal experience. In a small town... Hello chums. (11/12/2010 6:17:33 PM)
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Why Hello there.
My name is Zenjamin. Or Benjamin if you prefer.
Not sure where to start, or how much to say. So I shall just begin to ramble.
I am a Dom. Further, a dom who has almost seen himslef as a semi-parential figure. Not in the context of anything strange. But that I see it as my duty to take on the role of the wise, gentle, but assertive one in the partnership.
I have had only two serious relationships. And you would never have guessed that this aspect of me would have came out on the surface. You see. Both the women were older. One was 9 years older, one was 19 years older. But in both cases the females took on a more submissive role and exuded a childlike joy I found intoxicating. It allowed me to be at my best. For them.
I do not feed off of a need for friends, I am quite content to eat alone. I am also a verry ethical and sensitive person. So one would have thought the more intimate side of my life would have turned out to be slow, gentle, Perhaps even timid.... But hey, what can I say. Sometimes, the more primal you just comes out. I discovered I like to bite, spank, and even (verry) lightly choke.
And.... Well.... Things just say that things evolved from there.
In addition, I love the idea of erotic hypnotism. (still consensual). Just the idea of owning someone. Mind body and soul.... Because they want you to. Because she takes pleasure in being yours. In trusting you. In wearing your marks. In loving you. In belonging to you. In anything you want of her.... Because she sees you as worthy as the focal point of her life, every single day.
Problem is, Im a college student with little time, and nobody in the area who is on collar me.
Looks like I might not get into the scene till I graduate and move to a city.... But in the meantime. I shall drop by here and learn. :)
PS:
As to why those other relationships ended. It was issues that came about with distance. Never had a relationship that wasnt good. Only ones that couldn't work out for practical reasons.
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