darq -> RE: Psychic Phenomena in BDSM venues (5/4/2006 5:43:00 AM)
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I've been having experiences of that nature since I was a child ... There are certain homes I will not stay in over night due to the negative energy within them. For example, my sister moved in an apartment when I was 11. It turns out that in the year or so before she and her children moved in, that apartment had been used by drug dealers and was, at one point, a meth lab. The city had put a great deal of effort into cleaning that neighborhood up and making it safe for familes so by the time she moved in, all the surrounding buildings housed families much like hers. She could not understand why at bedtime each night her daughters would scream and cry and could not go to sleep. Finally I came over to spend the night one night and as soon as I stepped foot in the girls' bedroom I knew what was wrong. At 11 years old I didn't know enough about drugs and meth to explain myself properly but eventually I got the point across and they researched what I was telling them. They moved out of that place into a house within 6 months and the girls immediately had no further troubles sleeping. Also, I moved to Texas when I was 19 to live with my second Master. (I'm not counting the one I was for two years online ... RT only.) Everything was fine .. Until he opened the door to his house and I stepped inside. I literally woke the neighbors with the screams. I've never had such a violent reaction to a place before. He had to just about pick me up and carry me back outside. It took me 20 minutes to calm down enough to explain to him what I felt when I walked into that house. It felt like being killed in the most horrible way I could imagine. I still get shaky when I think about it. It took a week before I was able to set foot in the house and even after that I would see/hear things ... Doors would slam. I would see shadow figures. I would hear voices. I often heard a baby crying and one night in our bedroom I saw an infant on the floor, its face distorted from screaming. We had no children ... It was when I was with him that I discovered my inability to have children. There have been hundreds of experiences for me. Most had nothing to do with BDSM that I know of although I could be wrong. I try not to get too involved when those kinds of things start happening. The last thing I want to do is encourage it ... There are times that I can tell someone something that will happen to them. I knew when my niece was going to have her baby even before she became pregnant. I knew it would be a boy. I knew when my father died before anyone told me. Everyone lied to me right up until we got to the hospital even though I kept telling them, he's already dead. He didn't fall, he died. I know that sometime within the next 5 years I will adopt a blonde haired child. Sometimes its a boy, sometimes its a girl ... I don't believe this child has been born yet and I think that may be the reason the sex keeps changing. The child will be around 3 - 4 years of age when he or she comes into my life. I know to the rest of the world this stuff sounds pretty crazy but there are strange things happening all around us. This is actually pretty mild.
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