RedMagic1
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I remember pissing people off some months back when I said that I believe women in their forties do much dumber shit than women in their teens and twenties when they first find BDSM. Put another way, I think the worst cases of sub frenzy occur in that age group. Obviously, I'm not speaking about every woman. However, in addition to the rush BDSM provides, there is an added, "This is the last chance I am going to have for a man to see me as a sexual being." It's as though the current master really is the last man on earth. So you see posts full of desperation, and actions that are not full of common sense. Anyhow, OP, you have successfully created a financial dominant who will probably never fuck you. And, frankly, he shouldn't. If he does, he will be like a boyfriend, and the spell will be broken. If he continues to insist on worship, and to point out your lack of submission for requesting your own desires be fulfilled, you will be in debt to him, financially and emotionally, forever. Does that sound like the future you want for yourself?
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Not with envy, not with a twisted heart, shall you feel superior, or go about boasting. Rather in goodness by action make true your song and your word. Thus you shall be highly regarded, and able to live in peace with all others. - 15th century Aztec
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