LittleGirlHeart -> yes another mental health question/ observation. (12/7/2013 2:17:41 AM)
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and yes i will talk to my therapist but it'a 2 am and it's on my mind and she's unavail till next week . plus it's helpful to mull it over with you guys too cuz some people and similar experiences an yada yada i never felt crazy an torn in two or like 2 ppl b4 even in a 911 from being of my meds. but off meds from 2 years ago an off meds this year, diferent, worse scarier more dangerous too. for others more and more than me. It seems as I age my off meds instability is getting worse and worse. more than "normal for me" it's changing it's evolving it's so forien i'd lmost even go so far as to say i am not recognizing or knowing who i am, looking outside in. like who is this person? from a bistanders point of veiw. forgetting meds for 2/3 days is making me instable seriousky more an more and faster and faster. specially this close after a 911. that's to be expected, and is a very good reason to be rabid about my meds. i mood swing faster i cycle faster from hi to tears to lets hurtself to lets dance. im sure i am not the only one who notices as they age things like this?
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