orgasmdenial12
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ORIGINAL: Zwilling A (sadist) friend of mine even recently told me that I'm not a masochist, and taken in its most common sense (within the "BDSM community"), she was kind of right. At the time I didn't protest, but having an interest in humiliation/degradation makes me feel like I should be able to identify as a masochist. No, you definitely are a masochist. I think the term I've most often heard is 'emotional masochism' but you're right that people often do list degradation or humiliation play as separate, in order to identify it. I tend to stay well away from kinksters who think they can tell me what I am and am not. It might seem harmless or benign at the time, but it's like acid, working its way into your sense of belonging and inclusion. You ARE a masochist, you're just not a pain slut. There is NOTHING wrong with fantasising about different kinds of suffering or challenging so-called sadists to shake up their repertoire or their ideas of sadism. Yes, you may need to give more detail about your preferred kind of suffering and you may need to reject more sadists who are not suitable for you, but you're just as much as masochist as anyone else who claims the label. It might help you to read 'Venus in Furs' by Masoch and see how little is based on physical suffering. It isn't the pain he's attracted to, it's the cruelty of the women that fascinates him - how they toy with him, pick him up or drop him, the imbalance between them and the mental anguish he goes through because of it. It might also benefit you to look up psychiatric definitions of masochism, for example: "Sexual masochism refers to engaging in or frequently fantasizing about being beaten, bound, or otherwise made to suffer, resulting in sexual satisfaction. Blindfolding, spanking and humiliation in the form of defecation, urination, or forced imitation of animals are other methods used by these patients." "The essential feature of sexual masochism is the feeling of sexual arousal or excitement resulting from receiving pain, suffering, or humiliation." As you can see, humiliation is right there in the definition. Masochism is not just desiring pain and anyone who says it is has not done their homework. Be determined to use the labels you feel apply to you and don't let anyone tell you what you are not.
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