CynthiaWVirginia
Posts: 1915
Joined: 2/28/2010 From: West Virginia, USA Status: offline
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Some people are very afraid of contracts and want others, like a mentor, looking over them first and...checking you out by asking friends of friends your reputation in your area among fellow kinksters. Also, I can't fault you for asking about things you're unfamiliar with, gathering more information, before making whatever decision you're going to make concerning this issue. I'm confident that you will eventually get to the bottom of this and find out why he's delaying/balking/retreating. Possibly he's just a wanker, but...some new people are scared that what they THINK they need isn't what's in their best interest for the long term. It's been my experience that newbies to real time BDSM are not only afraid of predators, but of being trapped by promises made, fear of being blacklisted, or by fear that they cannot renegotiate if issues come up that you hadn't discussed/prepared for in advance. Myself...I'd let him visit but give him no more scening time. He gets to enjoy your company and get to know you more as a human being, face to face, if you think he's worth the effort to take this down a notch until he's ready to commit to being yours. I'd have a hard time dealing with a mentor who would not contact me and talk things out. Good luck. :)
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