UllrsIshtar
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ORIGINAL: heavyblinker There are just so many horrible things that might not immediately come to mind. Like being covered in biting insects or forced to eat dead rats or something. Ever seen the movie 'Captive'? Actually, those kind of things did come to mind. And I have seen captive. I think it's unlikely it'll happen, because my captor and I are actually really compatible kink wise (we love the exact same porn stories and 'grew up' reading them). Kink compatibility was my main criteria in selecting somebody for this. I've had 40ish guys show an interest in doing this. I picked him because our interests line up. But yeah... horrible horrible stuff may happen. Stuff I didn't foresee, or plan for. Actually I'm counting on the fact that it will happen, because again, that's kinda the point. Nasty, not sexy, not cool, actual torture, traumatic, stuff may be combined with serious sleep deprivation for instance. Actually sleep deprivation should pretty much be a given, considering that I'm counting on spending every single night in bondage. And everybody here should have a pretty good idea at how unsexy kinky things suddenly become after a lack of sleep. So you're absolutely right... there's a good chance this will have a serious impact on me in all sorts of unforeseen ways. And my only security on that front is that my captor doesn't intend on mentally damaging me for life. I mean... he's hoping to make this a repeat kinda a thing, doing it at least once a year or so (it's a long term fantasy for the both of us)... and doing that is gonna be kinda tricky if he fucks me up for good the first time. I understand your concern. But we are talking about kink... with all participants having the goal that all participants, in the end, enjoy themselves. His goals might be very different if he actually snatched me off the street.
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