LadyBeckett
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Joined: 2/4/2004 From: Scotland/Tennessee Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: sweetobsession it's like my slave side is still acting and seeking a Master but at the same time i see everyone's point and the vanilla side of me is trying to do the recooperating which makes it very difficult kinda like your torn in two at times First I want to compliment you on that beautiful mane of red hair! Oh my my! I read the posts from the beginning, and if it was said how you lost your Master I didn't see it. Regardless, he is lost to you and that is the point, isn't it? From that point I will make this point...We move forward always. Always. Time moves forward, and we move with it. Whether we like it or not, we are always in motion. We remember those we love (note that is in present tense, not past) always, and they maintain that special place that is always theirs within us, but we move forward. As we do that, we include others in that motion. That is "Life". Ah, and we are living, aren't we? Aye, we are. So be alive, and be aware of what you need to live well, full, happy, etc. Do this at your own pace and in a way that is right and comfortable for you. When you meet someone that you click with you are going to do a bit of comparing in your mind at first, but that will pass as you get to know your new Master and develop the relationship. So don't be overmuch concerned with that. You know how people say "Just breathe"? Well...Just breathe! It is all good.
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Lady Beckett _______________________________________________ "Submissive boys yearn to fall into their proper place, so the rest of their life will." ~ Lady Beckett
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