Camerius
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This happend around fall last year;
I was hanging out in an Danish BDSM chat that I had been a regular in for a long time, before I found out that that "scene" wasn't whom and what i was and was looking for, when I one night ran into an old face under another nick ( it was something in her profile text that light up the lightbulb of recognision ).
I then PM'ed her to find out if she was whom I had expected, and the answer came back as an affirmative, and we started to talk. This female was or is not Gorean interested, and neither did I anywhere during my conversation mention any specific about her in relation to be out for anything other than haveing an talk for some catching up and nothing else.
We went over what had happened through the years ( was 2-3+ years since I had talked with her ), and found out that she had been through a heavy case of substance abuse with the bottle and some kind of drugs too, haveing a child which got adopted by a foster family. And can't remember who asked for the number, but we went through with that and she left.
A week or so later, I called her to hear how she was doing, we talked again for some time, going into depth what she had went though, what she did and how she had gotten past all that shit. I had met her before at some social gathering where she was so beyond anything in the direction of conversation from being in a drunken stupor. I didn't talk with her about anything in the direction about wanting to own her, Gor or that there should be anything between us in a sexual direction, all was kept clean.
She then asked me if we couldn't met for a cop of coffee somewhere, and I agreed, saying that that wouldn't hurt and it would be fun seeing her again. So she told me a place of her choice and a time that fitted her, I didn't have any objections to any of it, as I just wanted to see her and drink a good cup of java.
The day came and I went to the place in question, and stood waiting there for like 5 min. ( I had arrived there 15 minuts before as I really don't like to be late to any appointments at all ), she was nowhere. "Aha!" I then thought " she might be inside, as she too could have gotten earlier than me", so I went inside to take alook, no show of her there either. So I waited outside for 45 minutes, with her not showing at all, a VERY clear indication of being stood up if there's any. ;O)
I then basicly fucked it, and went to visit some bookstores and enjoy the rest of the day since I was in town, I might as well make the most of i, and did.
Later that afternoon I returned home and switched on the PC, and flicked a bit around for awhile untill I got to the chatsite, I looged in and, funny, there was a mail from her, saying that she was not the kind of girl that I was looking for ( never said that I was in the first place at any time to her ) and that she had had her doubts about meeting me.
I replied to her that I wasn't interested in her in anyway other than haveing coffee with her, and talk, and the notion of wanting her as a collared female, had never crossed my mind and still don't, and that in the end, sometimes, a meeting for a cop of coffee is just that, and nothing else.
Haven't spoken to her since......
Be well
Camerius
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"To Gorean morality many Earth moralities might ask, "Why so hard?" To these Earth moralities, the Gorean ethos might ask, "Why so soft?" Marauders of Gor, pg.8
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