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raevnn -> RE: Subspace? (3/10/2007 6:01:21 PM)
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Pain becomes only pleasure. If I'm allowed, I often orgasm from pain I would not normally be able to accept very well outside of this head space. I also tend to lose time... my owner will be beating me for a long stretch of time and I'll think it was only a couple minutes. The moment before I slip into this 'space,' everything goes utterly clear and crisp. Scents, sounds and sights, if I'm not blindfolded seem to multiply tenfold, causing me to feel extremely tiny... and then it all goes away and there is only pleasure.
Also, there are other 'spaces' I am placed in. I've heard others describe similar things, so I suppose it could all be called sub space, but I don't think, for me, that it is the same thing. It's almost a different avenue. My owner can make me feel very... small... by pushing me around, pinning me down, and patronizing me. I tend to get very warm and very mailable... and very open. This is usually a space I end up in when he pushes me into doing something I'm afraid of. It's more difficult to explain, but I sort of feel like a rag doll or a puppet and I have no choice but to allow him to manipulate me. It's a lovely sensation.
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