RE: I hate it when........

Collarspace Discussion Forums

Home Login

RE: I hate it when........

View related threads: (in this forum | in all forums)

Logged in as: Guest

All Forums >> [Casual Banter] >> Polls and Other Random Stupidity >> RE: I hate it when........

Page: << < prev 395 396 [397] 398 399 next > >>

Login

Message

<< Older Topic Newer Topic >>

RE: I hate it when........ - 8/18/2008 5:45:21 PM

impishlilhellcat

Posts: 4379
Joined: 3/26/2006
Status: offline

I agree I ask myself Why all the time.. I try to tell myself if I know why.. why he did what he did it would be okay...It wouldn't hurt so much I could heal... I don't know if it really will, but maybe that's just my logic.

_____________________________

Anyone who says they have only one life to live must not know how to read a book - Unknown

(in reply to Daddysredhead)

Post #: 7921

RE: I hate it when........ - 8/18/2008 5:48:44 PM

pissthirstysub

Posts: 3901
Joined: 5/1/2008
Status: offline

a round of hugs for everyone, *initiates group hug*

(in reply to impishlilhellcat)

Post #: 7922

RE: I hate it when........ - 8/18/2008 5:58:39 PM

Daddysredhead

Posts: 23574
Joined: 11/6/2005
From: Northern (yet still part of the South) Virginia
Status: offline

Thank you, PTS.

I hate it when I have seen caution lights around certain parts of my life, big neon signs that have told me to turn quickly - before it's too late, and I still wonder "what if?"... and I go for it anyway, knowing in advance that it will probably only hurt me, but being unable to stop myself.

_____________________________

Founding Member, Clan of the Scarlet O'Hair-a's

Do not challenge me to a battle of wits & come to fight unarmed.

Are you really that stupid? ~ Bless your heart

13th doughnut

(in reply to pissthirstysub)

Post #: 7923

RE: I hate it when........ - 8/18/2008 6:00:15 PM

tammystarm

Posts: 3045
Joined: 7/26/2006
Status: offline

cmail beautiful Red

_____________________________

~~Queen of duct-tape~~
~~Emotionally delusional~~

~~somebody pour me my nebuitol and hand me my drink~~

(in reply to Daddysredhead)

Post #: 7924

RE: I hate it when........ - 8/18/2008 6:02:09 PM

impishlilhellcat

Posts: 4379
Joined: 3/26/2006
Status: offline

I am the queen of not following the signs I know that feeling really well too.

I should have idiot stapled on my forehead.. I don't love often, but when I do I do it hard...

_____________________________

Anyone who says they have only one life to live must not know how to read a book - Unknown

(in reply to tammystarm)

Post #: 7925

RE: I hate it when........ - 8/18/2008 6:04:55 PM

tammystarm

Posts: 3045
Joined: 7/26/2006
Status: offline

hugs imp!

_____________________________

~~Queen of duct-tape~~
~~Emotionally delusional~~

~~somebody pour me my nebuitol and hand me my drink~~

(in reply to impishlilhellcat)

Post #: 7926

RE: I hate it when........ - 8/18/2008 6:06:09 PM

Daddysredhead

Posts: 23574
Joined: 11/6/2005
From: Northern (yet still part of the South) Virginia
Status: offline

quote:

ORIGINAL: tammystarm

cmail beautiful Red

I meant every word, that I promise you.

Imp, I so understand what you are saying, that it isn't really funny. When I think I have found love, or what I think may end up there, I give myself over to it completely. And the way I love is matched only by the way I hurt if it doesn't work out.

_____________________________

Founding Member, Clan of the Scarlet O'Hair-a's

Do not challenge me to a battle of wits & come to fight unarmed.

Are you really that stupid? ~ Bless your heart

13th doughnut

(in reply to tammystarm)

Post #: 7927

RE: I hate it when........ - 8/18/2008 6:06:48 PM

pissthirstysub

Posts: 3901
Joined: 5/1/2008
Status: offline

quote:

ORIGINAL: impishlilhellcat

I should have idiot stapled on my forehead..

except that you are not an idiot...

(in reply to impishlilhellcat)

Post #: 7928

RE: I hate it when........ - 8/18/2008 6:08:46 PM

impishlilhellcat

Posts: 4379
Joined: 3/26/2006
Status: offline

I know... I know...

I'd like to hate him.. Instead I understand that I was the one that handed him my heart and I'm just angry at me... angry at being so dumb, so blind, and so stupid for seeing what I wanted to see for putting so much stock in words that weren't true.

_____________________________

Anyone who says they have only one life to live must not know how to read a book - Unknown

(in reply to pissthirstysub)

Post #: 7929

RE: I hate it when........ - 8/18/2008 6:09:06 PM

Daddysredhead

Posts: 23574
Joined: 11/6/2005
From: Northern (yet still part of the South) Virginia
Status: offline

quote:

ORIGINAL: pissthirstysub

quote:

ORIGINAL: impishlilhellcat

I should have idiot stapled on my forehead..

except that you are not an idiot...

True...

_____________________________

Founding Member, Clan of the Scarlet O'Hair-a's

Do not challenge me to a battle of wits & come to fight unarmed.

Are you really that stupid? ~ Bless your heart

13th doughnut

(in reply to pissthirstysub)

Post #: 7930

RE: I hate it when........ - 8/18/2008 6:13:02 PM

Daddysredhead

Posts: 23574
Joined: 11/6/2005
From: Northern (yet still part of the South) Virginia
Status: offline

quote:

ORIGINAL: impishlilhellcat

I know... I know...

I'd like to hate him.. Instead I understand that I was the one that handed him my heart and I'm just angry at me... angry at being so dumb, so blind, and so stupid for seeing what I wanted to see for putting so much stock in words that weren't true.

I seem to do this regularly, Imp. I think I do this so I make people better than they are in my mind, and then I don't feel so stupid for trusting in "idiots."

_____________________________

Founding Member, Clan of the Scarlet O'Hair-a's

Do not challenge me to a battle of wits & come to fight unarmed.

Are you really that stupid? ~ Bless your heart

13th doughnut

(in reply to impishlilhellcat)

Post #: 7931

RE: I hate it when........ - 8/18/2008 6:15:23 PM

impishlilhellcat

Posts: 4379
Joined: 3/26/2006
Status: offline

I liked to make excuses for him.. I had to lleave an apartment that i loved and move 1200 miles away just to heal... and yet even though he hurt me I still miss him every single day and it's so hard to handle.

_____________________________

Anyone who says they have only one life to live must not know how to read a book - Unknown

(in reply to Daddysredhead)

Post #: 7932

RE: I hate it when........ - 8/18/2008 6:16:15 PM

pissthirstysub

Posts: 3901
Joined: 5/1/2008
Status: offline

Sometime I think that I have trust issues in that I am too trusting, although that is fading fast. I wonder in my life how I have lost the trust, and often wish I could gain some of that nativity back, but after reading other's posts I am glad I am not alone. Thanks!

(in reply to Daddysredhead)

Post #: 7933

RE: I hate it when........ - 8/18/2008 6:22:39 PM

Daddysredhead

Posts: 23574
Joined: 11/6/2005
From: Northern (yet still part of the South) Virginia
Status: offline

I think we just want people to be as good as we dream they can be. Sometimes, they let us down, and that just hurts because we put them up higher than they could ever get on their own.

ps - TAMMYSTARM - you have cmail.

_____________________________

Founding Member, Clan of the Scarlet O'Hair-a's

Do not challenge me to a battle of wits & come to fight unarmed.

Are you really that stupid? ~ Bless your heart

13th doughnut

(in reply to pissthirstysub)

Post #: 7934

RE: I hate it when........ - 8/18/2008 6:24:40 PM

impishlilhellcat

Posts: 4379
Joined: 3/26/2006
Status: offline

he made promises he didn't keep and I kept trying to think he would sooo yes I agree with that Red.

_____________________________

Anyone who says they have only one life to live must not know how to read a book - Unknown

(in reply to Daddysredhead)

Post #: 7935

RE: I hate it when........ - 8/18/2008 7:09:28 PM

fluffyswitch

Posts: 1108
Joined: 9/29/2007
From: Buffalo
Status: offline

i hate it when there's one really big thing in my personal life that's bothering me, and i'm trying not to think about it because i know that it'll happen eventually, but everytime i turn around i'm seeing reminders that it's happening for other people. it's just...frustrating.

_____________________________

“Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts.” churchill

the first rule of fluff club is that you don't talk about fluff club!

(in reply to impishlilhellcat)

Post #: 7936

RE: I hate it when........ - 8/18/2008 7:45:39 PM

tammystarm

Posts: 3045
Joined: 7/26/2006
Status: offline

what i try to remember since forever and always forget or ignore would be a better word;

ALWAYS FOLLOW YOUR HEAD< NEVER YOUR HEART.

my heart is huge and yes the wearing the heart on the sleeve, and ive always said at least i have one. but in the end she was always right... damn it sometimes i think my heart is secretly sadistic, throwing it out there to be beaten time and time again!!!! URRRRR. then THEN he calls and of course my fault silly silly silly girl,............ AUGH! if any one here who reads this EVER hears me go gooing and gawing about some man, please please please SLAP ME! ill give you freaking airfare to do so. ok new profile will be up soon, cold hearted wench .......................

damnit still dont fill better posting this fuck fuck fcuk

_____________________________

~~Queen of duct-tape~~
~~Emotionally delusional~~

~~somebody pour me my nebuitol and hand me my drink~~

(in reply to fluffyswitch)

Post #: 7937

RE: I hate it when........ - 8/18/2008 7:47:22 PM

masterofdrkness2

Posts: 1697
Joined: 3/17/2008
Status: offline

I hate it when people keep posting on the LOTPW thread , if they would just stop I could win this allready ! lol

_____________________________

So, so you think you can tell
Heaven from Hell,
Blue skys from pain.
Can you tell a green field
From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?
(Pink Flyod)

(in reply to fluffyswitch)

Post #: 7938

RE: I hate it when........ - 8/18/2008 7:49:24 PM

Kalista07

Posts: 4240
Joined: 7/1/2007
Status: offline

i hate when people i care about are sad, frustrated, being too hard on themselves.......

i hate that i'm loyal to a fault. It's almost as if once i become loyal (love, trust, befriend) to a person, there's no going back. As ifit takes them literally carving my heart out of my chest and stomping on it in front of god and everyone in order for me to even begin to question that loyalty....
i believe the old cliche though that what hasn't or didn't kill me has indeed made me stronger. i also believe all of those mistakes i made, all of that harm and chaos i caused in people's lives, all of the ways i was a bad friend, girlfriend, daughter, aunt, sister, employee, lover, etc are all lessons i learned. And while i can not change the past or the part i played in it, i can recognize that treating myself badly as a result of it is futile. i believe i either can embrass all of my past (the good, the bad, the ugly, the shameful) or i can continue to struggle with it.
Kali
ETA: in my past i was such a hateful, angry, nasty person.. A person i eventually became friends with told me at one point that he was convinced i had a huge capacity to love...i (not so politely) asked him where he could possibly get that from and he informed me that if i had such a huge capacity to hate i must have an even bigger capacity to love.

< Message edited by Kalista07 -- 8/18/2008 7:51:13 PM >

_____________________________

“Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it.”
~~Sweedish Proverb

(in reply to fluffyswitch)

Post #: 7939

RE: I hate it when........ - 8/18/2008 7:50:53 PM

LadyHibiscus

Posts: 27124
Joined: 8/15/2005
From: Island Of Misfit Toys
Status: offline

quote:

ORIGINAL: tammystarm

ALWAYS FOLLOW YOUR HEAD< NEVER YOUR HEART.

Is there some way to tattoo this on my brain, or somewhere where I will see it every single second??

HUGS All of YOU! Been there, doing that....

_____________________________

[page 23 girl]

(in reply to tammystarm)

Post #: 7940

Page: << < prev 395 396 [397] 398 399 next > >>

All Forums >> [Casual Banter] >> Polls and Other Random Stupidity >> RE: I hate it when........

Page: << < prev 395 396 [397] 398 399 next > >>

Jump to:

New Messages	No New Messages
Hot Topic w/ New Messages	Hot Topic w/o New Messages
Locked w/ New Messages	Locked w/o New Messages

Post New Thread

Reply to Message

Post New Poll

Submit Vote

Delete My Own Post

Delete My Own Thread

Rate Posts

Collarspace.com — BDSM Community & Personals • Browse BDSM Profiles • Female Dominants • FemDom Dating • Foot Worship • Bondage Community • BDSM Glossary • Join Free

Collarchat.com © 2026

Terms of Service

0.281