christine1
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Joined: 12/15/2007 From: i'm headed to HIM... Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: MistressK1964 Today Im feeling pretty unhopeful,bummed and discouraged. Seems I will never find the sub/slave of My dreams. Either the ones I look at are already taken yet their Dominants allow them to talk or play with others,want online only, have more demands than I do,or want things their way, demand ALL My attention(which I cannot give at the moment). Males and TS/TGs/CDs come a dime a dozen. BUT I dont want a male. I dont have the time nor energy to travel 2 hours,session for 3-4,drive back 2-3x a week. For months till W/we get to know each other..THEN a decision be made IF it will work out. With gas prices as they are thats absurd. Good thing about message boards.....good places to rant. hang in there girl the perfecttttttttt!! little slut is waiting for you to find her.... After 4 years Im beginning to wonder. Have tried to make contact with hundreds & talked online to close to that, yet no luck. Have thought Ive come soooooooo close yet never hear from them again after weeks of conversation. Even made plans to travel to them....Only to not hear from them again to finalize plans. Im pretty thorough about expectations and rules. Try My best to be completely literate. Most of all just be Me. Have no idea if it is Me or they get cold feet. People who I have talked to, say that they are players. I always give the benefit of the doubt since I amnot sure if thats the case. I try not to be judgemental without proof. Thanks Bounty for the encouragement to keep trying. Although there are days I want to just throw My hands up and say I give up. MissK, i know how you feel. i think after i get my heart and head back where they should be and take some time for ME, i might get brave and check out some of the local munches (if there are any), and see how that goes. i have to say i'm not in a rush at the moment for another relationship though.
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i am woman! er, godzilla! hear me roar! http://wavcentral.com/cgi-bin/log/log.cgi?id=2856&sound=/sounds/movies/godzilla/roar.mp3 He's the "boom" overwhelming... He is my Master, my lover, my best friend my everything.
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