BlackPhx
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To everyone... I am back home, I spent the afternoon and evening with friends who held me close today when I needed it. they will be here again on the 6th when my son was found dumped in the woods. They held me close and when I could not help but cry, did not judge me weak or foolish for allowing it to still affect me so much 16 years later. Anyone who has lost a loved one, husband, child, sister, brother or parent to violence knows the pain never lessens, never goes away though you can push it down from time to time. I pray no one else I know ever has to face it, though I know LadyJane did and others have, through war, crime or accident. I ask each and every one of you, to remind yourself, no matter how mad you are with someone, how disappointed, harried or stressed as you start your day and end your evenings, that life is gone in the blink of an eye sometimes. Never let them go without a hug, a kiss and an I love you, you will regret every day if you do and something happens, or they will. Christine, stay strong and never fear to give your heart. You are a fantastic woman and somewhere is someone looking for no one but you. We all have false starts and often they happen when we rush, even though it is so hard not to. Do not hide that beautiful heart of yours behind a wall of steel, it is one of the things that makes you so very, very special, in its tenderness, gentleness and courage. Take time to heal and know you are loved by many here, just for the person you are. Also know this sister of my heart..we WILL vet anyone who you are willing to introduce us to as a prospect, and there are many who will tell you if you are moving to fast, BUT, there isn't a one of us who will not hope and pray for you to find the right one and who doesn't know that YOU are the only one who has to make a choice as to whether someone is worthy of you in the finale. Poenkitten
< Message edited by BlackPhx -- 11/4/2008 10:15:06 PM >
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