Daddysredhead
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Joined: 11/6/2005 From: Northern (yet still part of the South) Virginia Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: Gwynvyd Nekkie can be very scarry.. but it can also be healing with the person who loves you. So true. I remember the first time we went to the club to play. He asked me if I wanted to be nekkie or keep bra and undies on. I said whatever He wanted was what I was willing to do. He told me to get nekkie then. I kept my eyes completely trained on His, and got completely nude, in front of everyone, because we were the only ones on the dungeon floor at the time. I remember my heart was racing, but He kept whispering in my ear how proud He was of me and how beautiful I was. It didn't matter if anyone else thought so, HE thought so, and it made me feel very liberated to be on display that way, knowing that I was totally protected by a man who loved me for every curve, roll, pudgy spot, fuzzy parts, whatever... I was His and He was happy that other people knew it. Every time we play, I get nekkie - whether in public or privately with Him or with play partners. I have learned to work through that skiddish feeling and just "own" my "squishiness" (as the Things call it). Heck, if He finds me hot, that's all that really matters. The first time we were intimate, He was kind enough to keep the lights off. I had not been nekkie in front of anyone for over a year and was a nervous wreck. Thank goodness He took charge or I'd still be locked in that bathroom. lol... The second day, when He turned the lights off, I reached over and gently switched them back on, smiled, and let my robe slide off. That was probably one of the most empowering moments I've ever had in my life.
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