Daddysredhead
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Joined: 11/6/2005 From: Northern (yet still part of the South) Virginia Status: offline
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*hugs to Gwyn compliments of Thing 2, who I will share you hugs with later* I hate that last night's surprise trip to the club got slammed yet again. He was ready to roll, but was visibly feeling sub-par. So, I just said that I'd rather scrap it and go when we were actually going to play and have fun. Dammitall........ I hate it when I keep trying to get in the Christmas spirit, and I just want to run home and hide. This is another year when the thought of putting up the tree gives me the willies. I hate it because I used to adore this time of year. I hate it when Thing 2 and I were discussing her birthday party that I want to have for her (Christmas can be less than perfect, but my girlie needs a little party.) I hate that she was very sweet and tactful when she told me that she rather not have it in my complex's community room again like last year because it was a little embarrassing for her. I asked why and she said that it was hard for her to have it there when we used to have such nice parties in the past because our old house (which was something out of a Rockwell picture) was so much nicer than where we live now. As soon as she said that, she said, "I know this is all we can do right now, but I'd rather not do it again there. Do you hate me?" All I could do was thank her for the honesty and tell her that we would do something small, but special, and not in the community room. She hugged me and said, "Thank you for understanding, Mommy. I love you for all you do." And yes... I bawled... again.
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