sunshinemiss
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Hey gals, I'm feeling better - it's all in my head now. Well in my sinuses anyway. I lay down and *I swear* snot drips out of my nose. How does that happen? I've never experienced that before. Now I have crusties all over my nose. Well I did... Master's dog has decided my snot is his new treat and he licks my nose. YUCK! Anyway, I feel better and am able to wear the big shiny collar Master made (remember, he bends steel). As far as emotionally, I'm sad. My sister wants a cigarette, is getting angry and stressed, and her son is flying in today. And I blew that job interview. Hope springs eternal right? On the positive side of things... I got so much love and support here! And also, I wrote in my journal - off site - about this whole experience, and I feel some peace about how I'm handling things. I have done absolutely nothing wrong, given only love, and am just the target for her borderline personality hatred. there is always someone who is the "bad" one. Now it is I. Everyone around us - family, friends, etc. can see what is happening. I have been asked to publish my story. That feels really good. Now, off to the airport in an hour or so to see my darling nephew. I hope I get to see his sister, too... but we'll see. hugs,
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Yes, I am a wonton hussy... and still sweet as 3.14
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