GoddessImaginos
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Joined: 8/5/2009 From: A small blue planet near Alpha Centauri Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: sirsholly quote:
I hate it when dad's having a bad day, there's nothing I can do about it, and I can't even walk out of the house onto the back deck without him throwing a hissy fit. I hate it when I lay awake at night, wishing he'd hurry up and get the dying over with, so I don't have to deal with him any longer. And I absolutely positively beyond a shadow of a doubt hate it when I find myself wishing he simply wouldn't wake up from that next nap..... i hope you realize this is a totally normal way to feel. (((((hug))))) holly is right, and this is why I know that: I more or less went through this with My own mother, as much as I loved her and was grateful to her for My life. I was her only child and next of kin, so I had no one with whom to share this responsibility, and never any help from state agencies either. I was during the latter part of this time a single mother of three teenagers. She was a nice person who would give you the last dollar out of her wallet, but utterly co-dependant (is that the phrase I want?) and would take absolutely no responsibility for herself, wanted to live her life through Me, wanted Me to do everything for her, even while she was still able. This began in earnest when I was 13 and ended about five years ago, after I finally was forced to let her go to assisted living to save what was left of My sanity. When I got the call that she had gone, I was heartbroken, but intensely relieved. When I say I understand, I really do. Goddess bless you..
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