tammystarm
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Joined: 7/26/2006 Status: offline
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Here i am the one who tries to always pull up the love it whens, but today i have no reason to. I hate it that at the MARK my fibro acted up so i couldnt handle what normally would be nothing but warm up, how embarrassing! i hate it that i made plans for the kids to stay all day with a friend so Master and i could have some much needed alone time, only to wake up 7am (W/we went to bed at 3) with Him saying i have to leave, i forgot my daughters birthday. and then He hastidly ran out the door. Im sure it is her birthday, and i want nothing more for Him to be the great dad that He is, however i still feel dumped and alone. As if the last two weeks wasnt bad enough, it just really felt like goodbye. It never seems to be the right time for Him to be with me, alone that personal time, that i crave and need so damn badly! ~~~sobs~~~
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~~Queen of duct-tape~~ ~~Emotionally delusional~~ ~~somebody pour me my nebuitol and hand me my drink~~
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