MasterMournful
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Yes, enter my soul is the subject line, and granted it may sound sappy, I would like to thank all of you that take the time to read my thoughts.
I go by Master Mournful, having changed my alias from Master Misery after about 10yrs. I am from Gainesville, FL which is a college town and very fun if you're looking to get laid, get drunk, and act as stupid as you possibly can. Sadly, I am not really interested n "getting laid" or "acting stupid." My sex drive is rather high, point in fact, it's one of the first things I speak of. But the reason I was Misery and now Mournful is because while I have a very high sex drive, I have an even higher sense of control. So many beautiful women [age, physical appearance, and/or disposition (sub,dom, etc) are not measuring tools when I rate beauty), but so many beautiful women are completely oblivious to the scene, to who we are, and what it is that makes us tick.
I've had three important relationships where all three women tried to change for me, they figured that my dominant personality was strictly related to sex, so naturally they became submissive in bed and themselves every other time. The relationships didn't work and I could never make the point of how I felt because they were different. Believe you me, I have tried so many times to change or to put my real feelings on the backburner, but I always fail. I fail because I'm lying to myself but I fail even moreso because my very own dominant personality will claw, bite, ram, it will roar like a thousand mountain lions, it will rumble like a 10-scale earthquake, it will howl at the wind like a category 5 hurricane ... but you get the point.
But here's who I am, because all of you, men, women, doms, subs, straight, gay, transgendered what have you...you are my family and even though you may not consider me as such, we have something most, if not all of us, were born with and that's thicker than blood, and over 10,000yrs old. Knowing that so many of you log on and so many of you are part of this lifestyle, makes me feel less like an outcast. I can live with being an outcast, I have for many years, but I'd be a liar if I didn't say how nice it feels you all are here, with me.
So let me introduce myself more to you:
I'm a guy, I'm liberal, I love KISS & Motley Crue, I respect women (because there's no woman whose loved me and cared for me more than my mother), I love writing and helping people with their problems (I'm no smartass and at 26 I have a whole life ahead of me, but if I can read, listen, or give you my advice I'll do it), I hope one day to be an attorney (just last month I got my B.A. in History), I don't know much about whips and chains (and I probably never will because I don't have the heart to inflict that much pain, but that is by NO means a slant on those that can and do, because if anything its a weakness in my personality but my dominance will be over a woman whom I'll cherish, want to marry, have kids with, and hold her hand and be the last thing my eyes see before I die), and I like writing.
So I thank all of you for reading and collarme.com for allowing me to put this up. I know that I may sound like a sad little man, but maybe that's because I am...a dominant sad little man, but you're still my family, and I love you all.
Drop me a line sometime,
- Master Mournful -
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