Termyn8or
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Joined: 11/12/2005 Status: offline
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mons I have two things to say. One is that people are born motherfuckers. That is human nature. It is usually after introspection and reflection they start to give a flying fuck about anyone else. Then you may be pleasantly surprised. Look how cruel children can be, they haven't learned yet. Thing is some mature physically, but they still act like an eight year old bully on the schoolyard. Get over it and be happy you are not like this, even though you can't type worth a shit. Speaking of which, I learned to use proper grammar and punctuation by example. The very first thing you need to do is learn to use the enter key. You have a flow of ideas in your mind but they are seperated. Basically when the flow stops, hit the enter key twice. That gives us a line feed which makes it alot easier to read, no matter how poorly it is spelled. You can get over this, I did. It still surprises people to find out I cannot read or write. Yes I can compose text and type it, and I can read typewritten text, but I cannot write cursive at all. My signature is just a mark. Even printing, I have a hard time even making it legible. I have learned to type, and by example, to spell and use proper grammar. I have written a couple of stories at this point. See the white space over this line of text ? It was produced by hitting the enter key twice. That idea had a pause in my mind, so I put a pause, so to speak, in the text. Even if you can't spell, the space gives structure to what you are trying to say. Makes it much easier to read. Now back to your niece. She is immature. Gimme gimme gimme. People are taught greed from day one by the media etc., and only when one can see this and change because they want to, will they grow up. I would tell her to go fuck herself and be done with it. If she were your daughter it would be on you to 'put a learnin on her' but it is not. All you can do is live for yourself. Tell her "You killed Uncle _____, Aunt ______, you cleaned them out of all their good shit, you only think of yourself, and I want you away from me, bitch". That simple. Look at what it is doing to you, you are obsessed with things someone else is doing. It is tearing you up. I have had a few relatives I won't talk to, and want nothing to do with. This happens in all families. Blood may be thicker than water, but it is no match for heart and soul. Fuck the bitch, and make it known that she is not to be in the company of anyone in the family who is sick. Or well for that matter, at least you. Give her a good blast of the worst nastiest rejection you can muster. I cannot imagine living in an environment where I cannot trust those around me. I have built my life carefully, and I do remember how it used to be. Now I have chosen family, people who would die for me, and vice versa. There are a couple of people who, although I used to enjoy their company, I simply can't have them around me. Eventually I would have to kill or maim them because they are too stupid to be trusted. Fucking eight year old boys with the body of a football player. Blood may be thicker than water, but if you wouldn't choose family members for friends, get away from them. Treat them how they deserve to be treated. When they call you and ask why "You make me feel like an outsider" and whine and moan, tell the truth "You are a money grubbing nasty bitch and I want nothing to do with you". Then hang up. If you go through life hung up on other people's problems, you will die not having lived it. T
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