chellekitty
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my brain works hard and my body works as hard as it can...i have had to put limits on my physical working because when i push myself i have seizures and then i am stuck in this chair for 48 hours with the only walking i can do is to get up to go to the bathroom, smoke a cig, go to bed and maybe get myself a drink and food if no one else is around....cooking is not an option...bending over is dangerous...and i fucking hate it...i'm having to drop my classes again because i've already missed 3.5 weeks of school due to illness and injuries...but i still keep going...NA (oh oh oh, but i can now take meetings to hospitals and institutions where they can't get to meetings on the outside) church, lifestyle groups, friends and family, i do the best i can...if i can't work hard physically i do it mentally...that part still works...even though sometimes i feel like i am trapped in my own head without a way to get out (durring seizures)...and i know i shouldn't look outside for validation...but does that count?
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One thing I know: the only ones among you who will be really happy are those who will have sought and found how to serve. ~Albert Schweitzer
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