Hanable
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Joined: 3/19/2007 From: BFE ohio Status: offline
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ORIGINAL: Aylee quote:
ORIGINAL: Hanable curl up under my booth with my microplush blanket and my new pillow* and no i wont come out. i am srry i was so mean but you have to understand.. ive lived with her (my lovely mother) for all my life.. and every time i think were ok something happenes and she treats me like im useless. its one of the reasons i cant open up.. i cant show her emotion when she screams at me cuz that gives her fule and power over me. *sighs* if any one wishes to talk.. mail me or quote me. H >:) You cannot make someone do anything. Adulthood isn't an award they'll give you for being a good child. You can waste... years, trying to get someone to give that respect to you, as though it were a sort of promotion or raise in pay. If only you do enough, if only you are good enough. No. You have to just... take it. Give it to yourself, I suppose. Say, I'm sorry you feel like that and walk away. But that's hard. i understand that aylee... but i need at least something from her, my mom, other then ridicule and hatred. i cant just take it from her.. i cant make it happen... believe me ive tried. if i jsut walk away from her she follows me and continues to yell at me or jsut screams at me till i go back to her and take it... i jsut cant win. H >:)
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