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UNCOLLARED - 6/21/2005 8:48:51 PM   
subbella


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UNCOLLARED

You looked at me with your soul
in your eyes, and said this
is what you needed.

You told me that you wanted me
in your life, because I am
Special to you.

You told me that you wanted
me to continue to wear
your collar,
that you would always
be my Master.

But today, I realized
that I cannot be collared
to a Master
who does not want my touch.

I cannot be an alpha
to a Master who is
searching for who he is.

So I stand before you
today
Naked
Uncollared
taking back my freedom.

And it hurts so much,
as my heart breaks in two,
I remove the symbols
that for now
have no meaning,
for they do not
stand for a commitment
from you.

You will always be my friend,
You will always be my love,
but for now, You
have chosen to not
be my Master.

I will lovingly place them in
my box, with the mementos
of our relationship
and there they will stay.

Your bella hopes that
someday you will
be ready for her
to wear them again.

In my heart,
you will always
always,
always
be my one and only
MASTER.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH


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SUBMISSION . . . it isn't her pasttime, it's her calling.

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RE: UNCOLLARED - 6/22/2005 6:16:02 AM   
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That was very beautiful subbella. Sorry this happened to you.

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RE: UNCOLLARED - 6/22/2005 7:55:15 AM   
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This is very beautiful
i feel your pain, i can relate


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RE: UNCOLLARED - 6/22/2005 5:58:31 PM   
subbella


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sometimes we all need to take a break and do self examinaton. That is what this is about. Master is at a point in his life where he needs some time to re-discover what is important. We are still very good friends, and he still wants me to address him as Master. It's a temporary thing, but I had to write what was in my heart. We talked today, and he is understanding about why I removed my collar, and we both know they will go back on again. Things between us are good, we did not fight, we did not break up, we just are taking a breather from our dom/sub relationship for a moment to concentrate on other things. I still love him very much!

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Music, Magic, and Mystery are the muses that inspire her artwork and her life.

SUBMISSION . . . it isn't her pasttime, it's her calling.

subbella

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RE: UNCOLLARED - 6/22/2005 6:05:08 PM   
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That is so very beautifully sweet and so very sad at the same time. It just breaks my heart. For even now I have to blink the tears from my eyes.

I will think of You bella and pray all goes with for you and Your Master.

Best of wishes

shy lil kitten




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RE: UNCOLLARED - 6/22/2005 10:51:04 PM   
subbella


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Thank you, kitten - I was sad last night because it was difficult reaching the decision I did. I had to process a lot of feelings, and my two dear sisters helped me so much. I love them both so much, and so thankful for their support, as well as that of our Master. He understands where I'm at, and I understand where He is at also. We will be fine.

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Music, Magic, and Mystery are the muses that inspire her artwork and her life.

SUBMISSION . . . it isn't her pasttime, it's her calling.

subbella

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RE: UNCOLLARED - 6/24/2005 6:53:23 PM   
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i am so sorry for your pain, bella. The poem, however, is beautiful. It cries for you.

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RE: UNCOLLARED - 6/24/2005 6:58:39 PM   
subbella


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Thank you -- these days are difficult, but I am not sitting and waiting for anyone anymore. I will continue with my life. He is still a part of me and always will be. However, I cannot sit still and wait. Life goes on, and there are new friendships to make and new experiences to have.



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Music, Magic, and Mystery are the muses that inspire her artwork and her life.

SUBMISSION . . . it isn't her pasttime, it's her calling.

subbella

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RE: UNCOLLARED - 7/21/2005 7:05:45 PM   
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I hope Bella that things have gotten worked out by the time i have read this.

If not my thoughts are with you and as you might not remember Master and i were apart many months and now have never been stronger. so keep the faith! and keep up hope.



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RE: UNCOLLARED - 7/21/2005 11:13:25 PM   
subbella


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Miss Roe - my hope is very strong. Master assures me I will wear his collar again. He understood when I removed it. He did not ask me to, but it made me sad to wear it. Funny thing is, I can still feel it. I gave him my heart a long time ago, and I doubt anyone will ever have my heart the way he does. He is indeed very special to me. He always will be, and he is still a very dear and cherished friend. I have promised him tonight not to be so "morose" in my journal. He enjoys his "lighthearted" bella. He says my happiness is infectious. He didn't do this to hurt me in any way, he just needed a little time.

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Music, Magic, and Mystery are the muses that inspire her artwork and her life.

SUBMISSION . . . it isn't her pasttime, it's her calling.

subbella

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