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featheryOne -> What I am.... (6/15/2004 11:32:49 AM)
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Having read some of the posts in the anger thread between sub vs slave and being I get a bit lost reading more than ten to twenty replies, I've chosen to start a new thread.
I speak merely for myself here. I have no graduate degree in the World of BDSM; nor any honorable mention in the sub/slave journals...I write this from this one's mind, which is that of a submissive woman.
I am known in yahoo as story_of_moans, His feather in MSN and the quote within my profiles usually states:
"...woman be subservient unto her man..." Ephesians
That quote has nothing at all about being part of the "New Guard". I was never part of the leather community aka "Old Guard", which worked hard to make our lifestyle somewhat acceptable within our little subculture of BDSM, where it seems we all have been tossed. Yes, we all seem to be swimming in a vast ocean consisting of~the small fish, the big fish, suckers, and the predators.
The Old Guard, from what I understand, were accepting of those with alternative lifestyles, because they themselves lived an alternative lifestyle. David Stien, a slave, brought forth words in an article which ended up coining SSC which are word many of us still hold dear yet today: Safe, Sane and Consensual. Smiles, now have done that, back to my quote.
I only put part of the quote in my profile for a reason. Those whom approach me because of my quote will reveal to me quite quickly what type of dominant male they are, and whether or not they are the type of dominant man I do seek.
I practice my Native American style of spirituality, today. I had been raised in a Christian home and there was a time when I knew what was contained within the bible, than I do today. When I am guided to the bible today, it is usually quite specific and it is usually only to confirm the message I had already received. I knew this quote from my young years and always held it dear, for I've always had a submissive spirit. I also know the seven words which follow my partial quote.
"...woman be subservient unto her man...[b]as he is subservient unto his Lord"
Presto!! There lie within the magic words for the type of dominant man I seek. A man with a spiritual base. A dominant man who will be guided himself and in return guide me. A dominant man who will have values and morals and won't expect me to be "out screwin' the pooch" because of his hedonistic sexual deprevations. The dominant man in my life is not going to injure me, he, may perhaps use punishment as part of my discipline, but he will not harm me.
Perhaps some of you think: "Oh, my god she thinks she's a nun!" Smiles, I am not, I have some wonderful sexual kinks I do like to enjoy with my One (should he be revealed to me). They may be things others do not enjoy or ever consider; but I know they will not destroy me as a human being, a woman, a spiritual woman, nor the submissive woman I am.
If you read my profile here, you will note, I always describe myself as a submissive woman. Submissive being a adjective...describing the type of woman I am. I enjoy serving and pleasing my One. For me, it gives me reason for being.
In turn, when I am in a relationship with a dominant man~I've always earned the endearment of slave and am introduced that way at lifestyle events. My Master will be the one who determines what I am labeled amongst the world, no one else.
My humble thoughts, which were written to only describe me.
quote:
"Be who you are, and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter,
and those who matter don't mind." Theodore Geisel (Dr. Seuss)
Dom sub To Thine Own Self Be True Real Life
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