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zaynab -> New Member Intro (6/29/2005 9:38:23 AM)
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Hi Friends...
Just wanted to introduce myself.... I'm visiting this site to find out what the bsdm community is all about. I've been a sub my whole life but have only now come to realize that my lifestyle was and is very close to what I am learning about here. I am enjoying my time in the chat room, talking with you all.
A bit of history... the D/s relationships I've had up until now have not been very good for me... the men were very abusive, not what I now hope a true mature Dom is really like. Recently, I learned that many of the activities that I was subjected to are actually extremely dangerous, and I didn't even realize that I could've been killed many times over! lol So much for intelligence and where with all eh? lol
I am a very nice person, non-judgemental 99% of the time, open-minded and patient. Life is so serious, I try to enjoy the time that I am in the chat room to have some fun.
I also want to share that I have dissociative identity disorder. I am not telling you this to get attention (as some may think), but because it makes me feel better to talk about that the same as I would any other topic. My DID is not a big horrible secret problem that I'm supposed to be ashamed of. It's not a mental illness, I am not sick, I'm just different than you 'singletons'.
It is unfortunate how DID comes about, but oh well, water under the bridge... so whatever.....
Focusing on today... I am proud of and love every single one of my alters.... each one is so great! I hope my alters will become braver and will be willing to come out more to chat with everyone because they are lonely (and some are really horny)... lol
I'm actually very intelligent (at times) and very funny (at times).... but if I can't focus on a conversation, can't remember who you are, sound really dumb or anything like that.... please know that I will never be rude to anyone so it's just my alters either switching around or distracting me.
If I don't know who you are, just reminding me how it is that I know you will usually snap me back to the last conversation we had, hopefully. lol
Oh, for those of you who think I'm making this up, please don't come and tell me that... because it makes me very upset and sometimes that will make me feel almost sick.... I just want to hang out here and have some fun, that's all... Thanks, zaynab *smile
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