zaynab -> RE: What is DID/MPD? (7/4/2005 4:54:33 AM)
|
Physical Evidence! LOL wore glasses 3 different times in my life, had normal vision in between those times i took my records to my doctor and asked specific questions... he said there is no way a person's vision can change like that, going back and forth i shrunk 1 and a half inches in one year.... the next year, i had gotten an inch taller.... did i really get taller and shorter? no.... the alters all stand differently so it affects your height medical problems.... "if you have these symptoms, it means somethings wrong with you, but we can't find anything wrong with you". went to doctors for years when i had symptoms of an illness, they could never find anything, very frustrating..... bottom line, after much testing and consulting with my DID therapist, my own GP, a Lupus specialist, an allergist, etc. etc. they ALL agreed that whatever symptoms of illness i have are from my alters switching. i was furious. i would rather have a medical illness and get treatment for it or deal with it, than go through the rest of my life having symptoms of illnesses but they are only there when that alter is around? Aarrgghhhhh!!!!! Drinking.... i used to be able to drink more than most men.... one night drank 3/4 of a bottle of vodka while i was preparing to go out with my sisters to party..... 3 years ago, i had 1 pina colada.... and ended up going to the emergency room...... thought i was dying....i was so sick..... my therapist said that it was a child alter who got the affects of the alcohol.... so i put this to a test a month ago.....when i was thinking about it.... i asked my male alters to please absorb the alcohol so I could drink and get a nice buzz and not get sick.... i drank a ton and felt great, no hangover..... a week later, i drank a lot again, but forgot to ask them to help me, ended up throwing up half the night and had a horrible hangover..... goes on and on...... sure is interesting to me.....
|
|
|
|