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BlouLady -> In the End... (7/5/2005 8:50:09 PM)
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Many times I have sat in my quiet little house with my everyday life and wondered what I was missing. I would fantize about things that weren't "normal" and question my own sanity. In my mind I could see myself face down, ass up, on the floor, hands bound behind me,while my husband struck me with a belt. WHoa where did these ideas come from? I would masterbate to thought of being bound and gagged and brutally handled. I come from a normal dysfunctional family like everyone else.and I had to wonder if I was sick.
I wondered what it would be like to sit at my mans feet,loving laying my head in his lap,hoping he would force me to the ground and make me obey him. So i talked to him about it.It was the most vunerable reveling day of my life. That when I knew I had married the right man.We had our rough start,but in the end it worked out perfect.So for those of you who wonder.your not alone and opening up does wonders
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