HOUDINI1961
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Joined: 9/15/2005 Status: offline
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it was going to start a new thread with my subject but figured it would jump on the end of this one.... it is not looking for "perfection" in a Master but in order to be his slave, it really, honestly has to believe that the Master is better than it: smarter, more successful, etc. it cannot honestly worship and give it's life over to a Master with a shitty job, shitty car who lives in a trailer. If he doesn't have his shit together, how the hell can it depend on him to control me, and own me, mind, body and soul. it seems alot of leather guys getting older become Masters to get younger, good looking guys. why are the majority of Masters overweight and frumpy? it is no spring chicken at 45 and hiv poz but jesus, take care of your body! it is supposed to look up at you from under your boot at your fat rolls and be proud to be under your boots? if a Master can't manage his own waistline, how the hell can he manage and own me? it knows it sounds alittle harsh but it is not looking for Mr. Universe, just someone who takes care of his body. all it seems to get is fat, heavy smokers who look like they just lived through the third World War. not sure why most leathermen have that worn-out look. too many drugs? too much drinking and smoking? too many nights in the bar? too much sex at the baths? it just doesn't get it. all it asks is for a Master to take care of his body, one who works out or exercises. most Masters seem to want multiple partners, a stable of slaves, etc. they are part of the bar circuit or leather clubs and always seem to need a mass quantity of sexual encounters and cannot be happy with one slave or boy. again, it says, it just doesn't get it. it is affraid it will never find it's Master. and no this slave really does not have a bad attitude, it is the most loving creature around just aggravated as hell with the drunks, recovering druggies, etc. it's most loving relationships have been with vanilla guys. Love and kink never seem to exist together, for it anyways. when it finds it's Master, it will totally give itself over to him, contract, power of attorney, name change, body mods, whatever is needed. any suggestions for this Master-seeker? thank you
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