oceanprincess
Posts: 42
Joined: 10/27/2004 Status: offline
|
If you are home, then go into submissive mode if you want to. I do it all the time, pratically everyday. The hardest part for me right now is having been away from my Master for over 2 and a half weeks now, and I have 4 more weeks to go... He is currently in India on business. We do talk twice a day, and at least once a day on the phone. But I am so sad... I go into sub mode a lot more lately then when he was here, and I think that's because I miss him so much, that it makes me feel closer to him. You could say that I live my daily life in sub mode, which I feel that I do because I always do what others ask me to, within means, of course. I spend time with my parents more since my Master has been gone, and when they ask me or tell me to do something, I just get up and do it for them. I am 30 years old, no children of my own, and I am also currently out of work. So anything that I can do to please anyone else makes me oh so happy. I am most happy when I am doing for others, and I bet that you are too. That's where sub mode comes in, enjoy it. Now, if you are talking more about sub space, then that's something we all crave when we can't have it. I fell into it last week. I was just laying on the bed, relaxing, and went into sub space. That's scary, because I couldn't come out of it, and I was laying there for almost 2 hours, alone. When I was able to come out of it, I was alone, and scared, because there was no one there to catch me when I fell. It's more fun to be in sub space when there's someone there to watch out for you. sad and missing her Master so much that it's breaking my heart, oceanprincess
|