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sarbonn -> Misplaced submissive slowly moving back into the fold (6/28/2004 10:09:51 PM)
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For the past six years I have been living in Kalamazoo, Michigan, and during this time I have completely left and avoided the bdsm community due to advanced schooling and other such reasons. Before this, I was highly involved in the San Francisco community, which made it an interesting departure for me.
I have been a lifestyle submissive most of my life. I consider myself one of the really sincere individuals who is not in it for personal motivations only. To serve is one of the greatest sensations I have ever experienced, and it is something I miss more than anything. I've never been all that comfortable with vanilla relationships, so somewhere down the line I realized that submission is most likely the only way I will ever be complete.
What makes me unique is that I truly care about the individual to whom I pledge myself. Her well-being is of primary interest to me, and nothing gives me greater pleasure than seeing that she is enjoying life and that hopefully I was involved in helping her achieve that happiness.
I have been owned a number of times in the past. Most of these relationships have been wonderful experiences because I have been lucky to be owned by some very wonderful women. Moving here has kind of put a damper on that whole type of lifestyle for me as I've never been able to find anything significant here. The fault is mine for moving out here, so I don't blame anyone but me.
One day, I hope to find a woman who is seeking a man she can enslave and cherish as I will cherish her. I don't play games with women, which surprisingly has often made it difficult for me to actually hook up with anyone because it's been my experience that those who play the games tend to actually get better results, no matter how much people try to deny that.
But I am kind of moving off the topic of an introduction here and turning this into a want ad, which is not why I started writing this. So I will stop here and say that although I've only been here a short time, I'm starting to enjoy the conversations I'm having with people already.
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