AAkasha -> RE: Are bottoms seen as selfish? (or, "Reinventing bottoms") (10/21/2007 10:55:53 PM)
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I really don't want this thread to go the path of defining labels. I think what I am getting at is one issue specifically. For me, when I am in the mode of really satisfying my "dominant top"/fetishy side, I want a man who can scratch an itch; specifically, this requires some abilities (some learned, some seem to be very natural for others) that can differentiate a good bottom from a bad bottom (or bad match, if you want to be PC and not hurt anyone's feelings). And it's not just a matter of 'a selfish bottom' ("satisfy all my kinks first/only, Mistress!") or a "topping from the bottom" sort ("I guess I am being bad, maybe I need a spanking now!"), or even a "boring bottom" (he just sits there and shows no signs of life or turns into a "Yes Mistress! No Mistress! Anything you say Mistress!" robot). For me, a capable/exceptional "bottom" (or, submissive, depending on your label) does a variety of things in response to pain/restraint/humiliation, namely: * He reacts - and he reacts in a way that communicates what he's feeling. An exceptional bottom will also figure out which reactions push which buttons of mine, so he can make the activity more stimluating for me. * He is sensual. He knows how to use his body to communicate on a variety of levels - his eyes, his lips, his fingers, his hips. He oozes emotion, but not in a campy, overly-melodramatic or goofy way. * He is intuitive. He can read my emotion and feed into it, and respond keenly and accurately to my signals. * He conveys core emotions like fear, vulnerability or desperation with either complete honesty (he can get to that place with or without my sadism or passion), or he can roleplay it so believably that I cannot tell the difference. The former requires a tremendous amount of courage and humility; the latter takes keen skill. I find both to be incredible and one is not better than the other. I also find that the inability to do either of these will make it all lacking for me. Those are the main ones that come into my head. If you read them, they are all decidedly *proactive*. They require a man to be paying attention, thinking ahead, and focussing his attention on me; this is not "bottoming" in a sense that he is just a recipient of acts that I crave doing. I get no "pleasure" from simply dominating a man; I need a man that can push my buttons. This requires action on his part, and action that is not obvious. Some men seem to get it right away, others learn it, and then there are others that are useless (no offense to them) when in this situation because they are too overwhelmed with their own head to pay any attention to what's going on with me. I think most men can "get it" with some work and practice; the question is whether or not this work is worth it to them or if it ruins the experience. With that in mind, I have a hard time seeing "good bottoming" as *passive*. So is good bottoming "submissive" because his attention, desire, and need to please -- even while being on the receiving end of acts -- is focused on me? But more importantly, do femdoms place value on "good bottoming" -- or it is pretty much my own neurosis/kinks/desires? Are the three qualities I listed above fairly universal? Or, are they just specific to me? Do male tops desire the same in female bottoms? Do you see bottoming as inherently proactive -- or, is it just the opposite? Akasha
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