Destinysskeins
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Greetings, First let me say that i'm also very sorry that you've had to undergo such an experience, Miskat. Please accept my warmest regards *big hugs* for having the courage to speak out so that others might be spared in the future. Secondly, for those that are working to educate and aid others in learning safety measures for rl meetings, another perspective that i hope may also be of assistance. i'm sure that those of you who are working towards preventing such occurences do run into those who seem to completely ignore all of the good advice that was given. Sometimes this is simply the case of the person being too trusting and naive, sometimes it results from a 'eh, it won't happen to me' attitude. But also, please be aware that there are some that may actually seek out these type of destructive situations - whether they do it knowingly or not. For example, i am not currently meeting anyone irl due to the fact that i have a lot of emotional issues to work out. When i am emotionally stressed, i have a tendency to become self-destructive....that is, i seek out things/situations that are going to cause me more pain. Why? Many reasons - i feel horrible on the inside so i should on the outside too, given enough pain stimulus maybe i'll just finally give up on everything, etc. And before i get posts in reply saying 'Umm...ya really should talk to someone (as in a professional) about that'....yes, i realize this and no i haven't and probably won't - just not my cup of tea so to speak (not saying anything against professional help, i am the first to encourage others to do so - i just don't take my own advice). Anyways, the point of this isn't to discuss my own issues but rather.... To tip other's hats to be wary for this type of behaviour in those they are aiding. If you see someone whom you have reason to believe has had previous emotional trauma and who is seemingly throwing all of your cautions aside please be mindful of this and perhaps throw out a little 'hurting yourself more is not going to make all the other pains go away' type of comment. It might just make them stop in their tracks long enough to really evaluate what they are doing.
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Wilted petals fall from a rose like bitters tears wrung from a heart whose dreams have shattered. What hope for the future can be seen by eyes that are darkened with sorrow neverending? i'm not manic-depressive, i just have an elliptical personality
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