darkinshadows
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Joined: 6/2/2004 From: UK Status: offline
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Well - it does depend how you were (for want of a better word) released. The most constructive and productive thing that your previous Master whould have done, is given you something to follow through. Contacts, places to go - so you can meet others and feel secure. But by the way you are speaking it sounds more like he has abandoned you to your own devices. Its a really lonely time, and right now you need to be your strongest when you are probably feeling really weak. I would suggest you take some you time and try to focus on the positive. Have a look at all the things you have to give and work on something you would like to be able to offer. Take up something you would have always liked to have done. Explore 'you' again. Don't feel pushed or rushed into serving someone else - your certainly beautiful and your profile reads wonderfully. If your mentor was not your Master, might I suggest contacting him for advice? Make contacts with some submissives and slaves to open yourself up to meeting others. This might introduce you to something and maybe someone new! Attend a munch - eat chocolate - and don't feel alone because there are many who have been through the same and you have alot more to give yet... Peace and Love
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