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chiaThePet -> RE: pain (12/7/2007 3:24:33 PM)
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Do I find pain a sexual turn on?
I generally don't seek out pain as a sexual turn on, but there are things that
when applied to me, cause me to become more than I normally think I am.
Some might refer to it as "subspace", I shall simply define such as an intense,
almost animalistic reaction to something specific which finds my mind and
body possessed in the craving of additional exposure to the catalyst. If I
bang my head on the cabinet door however, I rarely achieve an erection.
If so, can I be turned on in a vanilla way?
I have to be honest here, I am not sure. My childhood was far from the
what most might consider the normal family upbringing. Much of what I
relate to in adulthood, has roots in childhood experiences. I did live and
exist sexually in a vanilla context, (though I think these days someone has
spiked the vanilla punch bowl with a whole lot of kink) as I dated and
married into a so called vanilla relationship. It has been sometime now
however, that anything I have experienced sexually might be considered
within the boundries of what is thought of as vanilla. Much of what I
find myself engaging in sexually, could be written in the kink column,
that which may not be accepted by the majority flow of belief. Though
frankly my Dear, of that, I don't give a damn. So again, just not sure.
chia* (the pet)
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