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Freedom in Bondage - 8/22/2005 1:35:01 AM

pangaia

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My soul trapped like a panther in a cage.

My ribs it's bars, my mind it's collar

I have been conditioned from birth with Taboo and Morality.. the Brick and mortar of the wall that surrounds the cage cold and hard around the beast that paces within my chest.

I have tried for decades to free that creature i call my SELF. I have looked within past the sound of my cells and Genes, past the whisper of my ancestors.

I look back beyond time and space and see that soul trapped still. Beyond words beyond thoughts.

And I know that I cannot free him on my own.

And there I see your soul cold and alone. in the dark. Lovely there beneath that golden glow and your soft curves betray the cage which keeps your soul like a cage holds a bird, it's wings straining to feel the wind.

And rage rips through me and i feel my my own soul stirring to crush your cage and hold your soul cupped within my paws.

And without more words to explain, for they are lost to this modern mind.. I know that The tighter I grip your life, your mind, your body, your soul within mine.. the looser my own bonds will be.

My freedom lies in your bondage.. And your freedom lies within my strong and hungry grasp.

I hunger to possess you with my last breath. i hunger to possess you as the blind yearns to see.

I am a dominant because my freedom can only be found if my every cell becomes devoted to your possession.

The more bound my fantasy is within your flesh, the more the world itself is bound within my fantasy.

the world is nothing but a paper illusion that separates free from slave.. you from me, master from slave.. devotion from devoted.

which is which indeed when i seek only freedom in bondage.. i seek only your bondage for my freedom..

please allow me to let your captivity release me.

( i have no idea if this makes sense.. i didnt read it.. i only wrote it racign against my own censorship.. i wanted to tell whomever is my slave that i do not know yet.. what i was thinkign about before my pride was able to intercept and prevent that message)

< Message edited by pangaia -- 8/22/2005 1:36:08 AM >

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